Mas Mahal Ko Siya

mas mahal

Mas Mahal Ko Siya

Ayokong iwan ka,
ngunit wala naman akong magagawa.
alam ko na ayaw mo rin,
ngunit ito ang dapat nating gawin…

Masakit man ito
kailangan kong lumayo

Dahil may mas mahalaga
kaysa sa ‘ting nadarama
at hindi itong damdamin
ang dapat nating unahin
may tamang panahon
ngunit ‘di pa yon ngayon
at sana ay malaman mong mahal kita,
pero mas mahal ko siya

Di sapat na dahilan
ang pag-sintang wala namang kabuluhan
upang ating ipagpalit
sa tungkulin na ating nakamit

(repeat refrain and chorus)

Minsan kailangan ding
wag nating sundin,
ang tibok nitong puso
sana kahit na magkalayo
ay ‘wag tayong hihinto…

masakit man ito, kailangan kong lumayo…

Dahil may mas mahalaga
kaysa sa ‘ting nadarama
at hindi itong damdamin
ang dapat nating unahin
may tamang panahon
ngunit ‘di pa yon ngayon
at sana ay malaman mong mahal kitaaaaaa
may mas mahalaga
kaysa sa ‘ting nadarama
at hindi itong damdamin
ang dapat nating unahin
may tamang panahon
ngunit ‘di pa yon ngayon
at sana ay malaman mong mahal kita,
pero mas mahal ko Siya…

Mas mahal ko sya…
Mas mahal ko sya.


Hindi ko masyado ma-internalized yong song that moment, but when I google the lyrics, Wow, I fell inlove with the song.  So love the lyrics. Yeah,  I remember my mother told me in the middle of our conversation, “Nak,  pwede naman na eh, tapos ka narin naman mag-aral, may work ka na and sa tamang edad na din.” I was just laughing when she said this to me… kasi out of nowhere yon ang sinabi niya, pero never crossed to my mind na “Yes, pwede na!hmmmm… ” hahaha or sanay na ako maging single? (NBSB), or im just not in a hurry, I just know what my priorities are. I know if Iput Him first, everything will follow. Waiting? I’ve learned to live that way na, in His right time, God will reveal that someone to me. Yeah, it’s not easy to live that way, sometimes may mga nagpaparamdam, telling me na “he’s the one” but when I said, “we’ll if you’re really the one, you can wait” hahahah! Pero none of them have waited, hahahah! Well,  it didnt give me a heartache kasi I knew na hindi talaga sila yon.

Now Im in my silver year, ahahah. I will wait more than a watchmen wait for the dawn. I know it’s more than a spark nor a Knight shining armor.

I will know you just like the poet says.. I will know you because when you speak I will be reminded of Solomon’s wisdom, Your ability to lead will remind me of Moses,Your faith will remind me of Abraham,Your confidence in God’s Word will remind me of Daniel, Your inspiration will remind me of Paul, Your heart for God will remind me of David, Your attention to detail will remind me of Noah,Your integrity will remind me of Joseph, And your ability to abandon your own will, will remind me of the disciples, But your ability to love selflessly & unconditionally will remind me of Christ. But I won’t need to identify you by any special Matthews or any special Marks, because His word will be tatted all over your heart. And while writing this, kinikilig ako! ayiee! Kasi I know, It’s all worth the wait. My story would be different from the others, kasi it will be a love story written by the Author of Love.

So everyday, im fallin in love with You…


6 Replies to “Mas Mahal Ko Siya”

  1. Hi. 🙂 na curious din ako sa song na to. 🙂 and i search it.. ayan.. nakita ko blog mo.. 🙂
    katulad ng sayo.. NBSB.. and wala pa tlga sa ryt time. hahah. at least ikaw.. nasa ryt time kna. hihi.. na curious tuloy ako sa life mo.. like you.. I am also Christian. 🙂 add me up po sa fb if u want.. gusto kita makilala. hihi. if u want lng naman. :)) here’s my account.. 🙂 Godbless you more. 🙂

  2. Hi Cye! Thanks sa comment. 🙂 Accept my friend request on fb 🙂 Hindi ko rin masasabi kung nasa right time na ako, only God knows, feeling ko marami pa akong dapat matutunan at paghandaan, pero sa ngyon, hindi ko pa siya priority. SI lord muna, i know kasi na if I prioritize Him, He will also prioritize me as well as sa area ng “lovelife”, pero sa totoo lang, im excited kung sino man yong ibibigay ni Lord. 🙂

  3. 1 Corinthians 13:4-13 New International Version (NIV)

    4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

    8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

    13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

  4. same to me, i know God gave me the right person in his time. i’m not NBCB i tried once but God said he is not the one. i’m praying for someone but till now God has no answer. i’m single but taken by God. 🙂

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